I didn't reach my goal of running my mile non-stop.
I'm positive it had to do with the fact that I didn't eat breakfast or lunch prior to running, I don't know what I was thinking. I left early for work on Friday and had planned to stop for breakfast, but traffic sucked, so I had to go straight to work and take an early lunch instead. Well, by the time lunchtime came around, I was so into reaching my project goals for the week that I just snacked on carrots and time just went by. Plus I had an ear ache. I didn't want to not run, 'cause then how would I be able to face you folks whom I had told about my 1 mile goal? Anyway, I'll never run on empty again. It was not awesome.
I was going to try again this morning, but Billy called (from Boston- he was there this week again for work) and woke me up around 7 am and reminded me that I got a speeding ticket about 3 months ago and needed to take defensive driving. I'm glad he reminded me, 'cause my deadline is next Friday, and I'm not trying to have a warrant out for my arrest. Needless to say, I didn't try again today, but tomorrow it's on.
Since my ultimate goal is to lose weight, I'm working on a collage of pictures of myself from my college years (ranging from a size 7 to a 10) to hang on the facing wall my in front of my treadmill. I thought about putting a mirror up there, but decided old skinny pictures would be better motivation. I use to think that I'd never be a size 8 again, but that's crazy, you know? Lots of people are the same size they were "in college" so why shouldn't I be?
A huge part of my identity was hinged on being tall and thin, not because of some unrealistic desire to be thin, but I was just naturally thin. When I started to lose that about 5 years ago, I freaked out and just gave up because I figured I was fighting age or genetics or whatever, and that it was a losing battle, which got me to where I am today...a skinny girl in a thickish woman's body. It's MADDENING!
Anyway, I think it'll help me to have the old pictures in sight whilst treading on the mill. Keeping my "eyes on the prize" should be enough motivation to help me run that extra mile...at least one mile for now anyway.